The past is never dead, it is not even past!

2006-01-08T17:00:00.000-08:00

mahirap talaga magisa dito sa bahay at walang ginagawa.. inaatake ka ng paranoia.. at kung ano anong unwanted thoughts ang pilit na nagsusumiksik na utak mo...

2006-01-07T12:26:00.000-08:00

Today was just A-OK… I was absent (again) in my Geography class, because I woke up late, and masama ung pakiramdam ko last night pa. It was our preliminary exam pa nmn but anyway, I’ll just talk to Mrs. Tarrobago if I can get my exam next week…:)

Haaay, kasi nmn late na ko natulog… (chadik ka kasi e!!) I can’t control tlg myself na hnd mag online…hehehe… kahit na masama ung pakiramdam ko…hehehe…

Ang kulit ko pa nga sa chat room!hahahha…waqla lng…ewan ko ba… Tpos about 2am masakit na tlg ulo ko kaya un natulog na ko…nagising nga ung mom ko…hahaha…and nag wonder pa sya bkit daw an gaga ko yata natulog…hahaha…kasi usually 5am ako natatapos mag comp.

Pero hnd nmn puro chat lng ginagawa ko!hahaha…e kasi nun mga time na un na 5am na ko natutulog e nag dedesign ako ng news letter nmin… haaay, then ngaun madadagdagan pa ang work ko sa school kasi ako nanaman ang production manager ng Phil. Lit and hnd lng basta journal… ONLINE JOURNAL pa ang gusto ng adik naming na professor. Kasi nmn ang gagaling ng classmate ko e ako pa ang tinuro na marunong sa comp. AS IF nmn na marami akong alam sa comp. (e chat lng alm ko!LOLZ). Sheet tlg un! Ako pa ang ginawang production manager e dun nga sa isa nahihirapan na ko…ONLINE JOURNAL pa kaya! Tpos mga pasaway pa mga contributors…Haaay, sheet tlg!!!

But anyway, bahala na nga… titignan nlng ko kung ano magagawa! Pede cguro tong blog ko gawing onlie journal ng Phil. Lit… nga lng hirap gumawa ng skin na appropriate sa article… Haay, bahala na tlg!

Yawn… I have to go na! tomorrow may class pa ko…baka malate nanaman ako!hehehe… d muna ko mag online… nyt!!

2006-01-04T20:00:00.000-08:00

Hey, I missed this blog over Christmas and New Year Celebration!ahihihi…nawalan ako ng time.. So, here I go…let me tell you first what happened to me over the Christmas Celebration…

Well, nun Christmas eve medyo boring but actually fun….ahihihihi… after nmin mag samba ng family ko deretso kagad ako sa harap ng computer….ahihihihi… Obviously nag chat lng ako magdamag…Booring kasi d ako makagala...ung dad ko aksi nandito e...:) Haaay, medyo wala nga ko makausap nun e… but un marami nmn mga nameet na new friend… and un nakachat ko daddy ko… Nag hanap kami ng mommy!ahihihi… Then un i slept at 4:30 in the morning then Dec 25 I sleep all day then when I woke up ung mga cousin ko namakukulit nasa bahay na sinusundo ako para gumimick...waaaa, e hnd pde kasi may usapan na kami ni frank...*wink* so, un...sinundo ako sa bhay and nag EK kami… ahihihi… tpos saya tlg pag Christmas dami ko gift narecived… but ung pinka the best ay ung pillow…*wink* and perfume from ate issa….ahihihih… the rest puro pera lng eh….ehehehe…matanda na daw kasi ako d na nila alm gusto ko….heheheh… so un….

And nun New Year was great kahit na hinika ako…heheheh.... dami dami food! YUMMY!!heheh.. Nag mumukha nanga kong butete sa dami ng handa nun Christmas and New Year, Haaay…Hirap pa nmn mag diet….ahihihi…. So un… Actually, Khit nun New Year nag chatchat pa din ako….ahihihihi… Dami ko kachat…. Ka chat ko ung bago kong mommy and daddy sa chat…ahihihi….dami ko na family sa chat….kaya tuloy lalo ako nachachadik ehh….ahahahah…. Then pag hnd ako makatulog tpos mag chachat ako nakuu pag nakachat ko sila mas lalo akong hindi makakatulog!aihihihihi…

So un…. And now mukhang d nmn ako makakapag online ng madalas tpos na kasi ang holiday vacation e….nag start na class ko kahapon… :)

Mamimiss ko mga kachat ko!ahahahah…chadik tlg!
Yaaawn… I have to sleep na aga pa pasok ko tomorrow!heheheh…d na pede ung 24/7 sa comp.!ahihihih…. nyt!:)

Xmas party

2005-12-20T11:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was our Christmas party! It was fun… Ang kulit ni kuya Butch pasaway!! Niyayaya ni ate may si kuya butch sumayaw ako ang sinayaw!! Awww!!!ahahaha… so, ako pumayag nlng ako sumayaw, 31st bday nmn ni kuya butch e… then nag selos ata si ate may! Ahaha… Tpos ang gulo gulo ni ate may pag kumakanta si kuya butch sigaw ng sigaw ng ILOVEYOU!!(kuya butch sumbong kita sa asawa mo!!ahahah may pic ako nakakiss sayo si ate may).

tpos pasaway tlg si kuya butch e..nung kumanta ng hinahanap hanap kita nilapitan tlg ko tpos andun kami sa harap… shet ka kuya butch!! Ahahah…tpos lumapit din si ate may sa harap…uuuy selos!!

Me to kuya Butch: ano bang pinakain mo jan kay ate may at patay na patay sayo yan??ahahaha…

Then umuwi na agad si ate may!! (Patay!! Nag selos ata) ahaha…

Ung best part is ung exchange gift… I receive pillow from I don’t know who… (hmmm???)
And cologne from ate issa… kay suichi brush (bkit??ahaha) and kay kuya butch, kenji and wong kiss nlng daw!!ahahaha…

I went home at 11pm kasi sinundo ako ni daddy sa school sumabay na din sila ate issa and si fresly…

Haaay, nakakalungkot ng uwian na…nakakamiss kayo mga adik!!!ehehehe…

Si jonel di ko pinapansin e…naiinis pa din ako sa kanya! Hmp!! (Ehehehe…bad!) hmp…bahala sya d ko sya bati!! Yabang kasi e...

And ngaun wala ng pasok boring nnmn!!! Yaaawn…ehehe… Haaaay, pupunta pala ko sa uncle ko…

2005-12-17T22:30:00.000-08:00

Finally na launch na nmin yung NEWSLETTER nmin!!! And I’m happy na naging maganda ung lay out thanks kay ate issa ksi she helped me na mag design.

Ang nakakainis nga lang nun ay ung kasi 2 NEWSLETTER ung ginagawa nmin dhil ung isa is para dun sa subject ni ate issa na TECHNICAL WRITING and sya ung production manager nmn dun, and ung isa is for our JOURNALISM. Nakakainis kasi…

MONDAY
Our professor announced that we will going to submit and launch our journal on Friday, instead of Monday kasi Christmas party na nmin… so nag rush kami mag collect ng article ng TECHNICAL Writing student and ng samin na din… kasi ang hirap mag design ng NEWSLETTER kapg d pa nmin alm ung subject ng article na ilalagay sa NEWSLETTER…

TUESDAY
Ung iba walang pasok… so walang nacollect na article…and ung iba D PA NAKAKAGAWA…

WEDNESDAY
Finally na collect na nmin lahat ng article ng gabi kung d pa nag kita sa SM ng gabi sila ate issa and ung iba nyang classmate nya sa technical writing d pa nila maiibigay sakin sa school ung article nila para mtype ko at maedit ni ate kinabukasan pag punta samin sa bahay…

BAD THING is I have exam that night sa Phil. Lit. but I forgot na mag review kakaintindi sa NEWSLETTER…and ung project ko that night before the exam was broke so I did not perform well in my ORAL exam and hnd pa ko nakapag pasa ng project.

So, nung gabi nun pag uwi ng bhay I was not in the mood…naiinis ako dhil dun sa exam nay un…nkakahinayang… so, hnd ko ginawa muna ung NEWSLETTER d ko muna tnype ung mga pahabol na article…and nag review muna ko sa MUSIC…

THURSDAY
i was nervous kasi feeling ko hnd pumapasok sa utak ko ung inaaral ko na mga biography ng 10 composers, and ung mga definition.

Then pag dating sa school ayun nag rereview sila Christine and un thanks to her kakamemorize nya sa harap ko namemorize ko rin ung iba…

And pag dating sa harap ni sir buti nlng d ko kinabahan! And madali lng ung nging exam…

He asked me to choose 1 composer na gusto ko I recite ung biography so… I choose Franz Schubert…

And he asked me to choose 4 dun sa mga cantata, Mass, etc… so pinili ko ung tlgng alm ko…eheheh ung cantata, mass, anthem, and chant…

And ung sa last part ng exam he asked me to sing any song na pinag aralan nmin… so I sung “weigenlied”

And after the exam bago ko lumabas ng room nag comment si sir na okay ung pronunciation ko sa mga words sa song (pronunciation lng??heheh… cguro ung tune hnd maganda!ahaha).

And pag labas ng room….Yaaahhoooooo!!! finally tpos na music exam ko and I think nmn na nging ok naman sya unlike sa Phil. Lit.

So, Thursday night 11pm na si ate issa umuwi kasi nag design kami ng NEWSLETTER and nag edit (kasi sya ung editorial in chief nmin but ung sa isa hnd pero sya parin ang nag eedit kasi ung editorial nila ay…) and ako nmn I slept at 3:30am dapat nga walang tulugan e kasi tinutulungan ko na rin si ate sa newsletter nila…kaso si daddy nagising ng 3am pinapatulog na ko…

FRIDAY
I woke up at 7:30am and ung tuloy sa pag ayos ng NEWSLETTER nag rurush na kami kasi 2:30pm ipapass… and may exam pa kami ng EXPOSITORY and MEASUREMENT…

Ate issa arrived at 9am ditto sa bhay then pinauna ko na sya mag design ng newsletter nila 11:30am tumawag kami sa school to asked our prof. na Monday na lng kami 2 mag eexam sa expo… so nag agree nmn si sir. And I asked him na mga 5-7pm kami bka makapag pass, so nag agree nmn sya sabi nya nasa school sya up to 7:30pm…

2pm bumalik si ate sa bhay… tumawag ulet kmi sa school to ask kung andun ung iba nmn mga classmate and nalaman din nmin na canceled ang exam sa MEASUREMENT yahoo!!

4:30pm di pa tposung NEWSLETTER ng TECHNICAL WRITING…

5:30 nag start na ko ng NEWSLETTER nmin and natapos ng quarter to six…

Before seven nakarating sila ate issa and fresly sa school…but sabi ni Arlene our member umalis na daw si sir… GRRRRR!!!

Nakakainis sya pag tpos nmin erush gwin ung newsletter di nya pla hihintayin sabi nya pa up to 7:30!! But anyway, ok na rin…

10am nasa comp. shop kami para mag pa-photocopy for Saturday I papamigay sa teacher and other student…

And un may nakita kmi na error na 3 kaya buti nlng d rin nmin na pass kay sir… tpos si ate na nag staple sakanila kasi maaga nmn pasok nya on the next day e…

SATURDAY
Ok na… nalaunch na ng morning… after our class tambay saglit…and nag punta kami ni fresly ng mall…and un finally nakakatulog na ko ng mahimbing!! yaaawnnn.... gudnyt!:)

wala lng

2005-12-09T13:50:00.000-08:00

Haaay, ang hirap pag walang magawa ang dami nakakapraning!ehehe... Badtrip pa! ung dad ko nandito na sa bhay dumating last wednesday...!:( mukhang masisira mga plan nmin this Christmas... Kasi cgurado pupunta kami sa province as what we always do pag andito sya... yoko pa nmn dun ang boring...

Haaay, yesterday nga we went to SM south mall grabe sakit ng paa ko kakalakad tpos ang arte arte ung dad ko ung namimili ng damit para sakin!! gusto pa mga pagirl na damit... Then nagun nag duty free sila d ako sumama kasi may class ako mamayang 3PM...(sayang ehehe)...

ocya ciao na i have to go...pasok pa ko! ciao...

goofy times!:p

2005-12-09T13:40:00.000-08:00

flower power!!ahaahaha...

Whats with the Pinoy Big Brother thingy?

2005-11-22T21:00:00.000-08:00

What’s with the Pinoy Big Brother thingy?

Pinoy Big Brother, Pinoy Big Borther, Pinoy Big Brother… These are he words that I always heard from my classmates, friends, and professor who are always criticizing it (what’s the big deal?). But what’s with the Pinoy Big Brother?

I’m a home buddy person, I love listening music, surfing the net, reading, drawing writing, sleeping etc, but not watching television. I watched (yeah!) but I’m not really into it, it makes me bored especially when I don’t like the show. That’s why I don’t know about Pinoy Big Brother, and other TV show. I asked my friend what Pinoy Big Brother all about and she said it is about the cast (I don’t know who they are) who are just an ordinary person na they (the producer) put them into a house together without knowing each other and they will going to stay there for… (I forgot how many days that my friend told me). And every week there’s one person who will be eliminated. And she added that Pinoy Big Brother is a good TV show. Hmmm… ok!!! But for me, while she’s telling me about it, I was thinking that it is boring. Because think about it: watching other people on how they live, and act (my friend told me that this show is not scripted) is stupid. Why should I waste my time with other people’s life, if I can do better things than them (Now I’m talking like my professor too). Oh well, for those who will read this (stupid) essay please don’t get mad it’s just my opinion. I’m thinking kasi why my professor keep on mocking Pinoy Big Brother and other TV show which I don’t know, and blaming it why our country and people in our country are becoming stupid, and stupid, and stupid (which I realized now that it is 95% at least true).

Oh, did you know that the director, producer, and other stuff on TV on those TV show did not let their kids watch their TV show? Simply because they know that the show that they produced are stupid (and only stupid person should watch their show).

And the music which Filipino celebrity (I called then celebrity because they are not meant to be called artist) is now producing (my God!) are stupidity. One of my biggest frustrations in the Philippines is the difficulty getting good classical music (yes, classical music). I heard Filipinos dismissing classical music as “elitists” or “western” with is shame for all our claims of being a very musical people; we do miss out on very fine music.

Sure it takes more, much more that classical music, and good TV show to study and do other things, but we do miss out on so much by not promoting classical music, and good TV show. I do appreciate POP song. MYMP, acoustic music (in TV show I only appreciate blue’s clues, Dora d’ explorer, Sesame Street and Barney) but what we seem to favor is really atrocious music, the barrage rap, Sex Bombs, Pinoy Big Brother and etc. I wouldn’t be surprised if some researcher finds, eventually, that music and TV program like that is contributing to the dumbing down of the Filipino.

It is not being corny or what will “you” think about me but think about it with yourself.

I Love You...:p

2005-11-19T05:25:00.000-08:00

I Love You
but not your smiles
I LOve You
but not your lips
I Love You
bvut not your eyes
I Love You
but not your kiss
I Love You....
because you shared your love
and life to me, you bring brightness & happiness... i won't forget everything
I Love You
Frank

ahaha... bleh!! lagay ko din pic mo!! ok ba?? gee... >>>innej

rasanya,i dilamun cinta la...

2005-11-18T19:10:00.000-08:00

yup,exactly as the subject suggests..and i don't noe what else 2 say...

>>innej

baby...I Love YOU ^_^

2005-10-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

Who can free me from this eternal hell?
The world seems to have stopped.
Alone with my despair and hatred,
It seems that there is nobody to love.
Nobody who wants to love me.
Nobody who wants to care for, what i am to them?
I am a useless toy, thrown out to rot.
For who could ever want me?
How i wish to rot, to end this pain.
But for me there is no death, no life, only eternity...

How could i have not seen this,
I have now escaped my eternal hell.
My world has returned to me.
There is no more despair and hatred,
It seems that i have found somebody to love.
A person that loves me,
For what i am to them.
I was a useless toy, thrown out to rot,
Until i realized
,I was only ever there and that because i didn’t see,
how much people really cared about me...

Luv, I see forever in ur eyes
I can see heaven in your smile
nd when I hold u close
I don’t want to let go
Because deep in my soul I know girl
That u r d only light I see
ur love means everything to me
I promise that we'll never part
'Cause you'll always be near, here in my heart

If d sun, should refuse to rise
nd the moon, doesn't hang in d night
d tides won't change, seasons rearrange
When d world is through
I will still love you

Girl, ur like an angel from above
Sent here to shower me with ur love
Hold me beneath your wings
Tell me all of d things
All the hopes nd d dreams we can share
'Cause i'll be your shelter from d storm
i'll be d fire that keeps you warm
i'll be your light in d dark
Cause you'll always be near, here in my heart

[Chorus]
If anything could last forever
It's what I feel for you
(That's what I feel for you)
Oh baby, you touch my heart in ways
dat words could never say
dat's y i'll always luv u

[Chorus]
>>>frank ^_^

2005-10-27T10:18:00.000-07:00

hi baby ^_^ i'm happy that you're my baby...sana wag kana maging manhid ha?lolz...joke! always stay the same ha! time may take evrything from me but i will still luv u no matter what. beauty in my sight is what you are and a feeling so smooth hits straight into my heart. you have shown me more than enough to live and the greatest to have worth living is you. time took us apart but our past still binds us together. leaving you s worth my limbs and a dream dats taken away. bcoz of you i found no limitation of my strength and my mind found a great way to follow whats in my heart. in good or hard times, i will b right here for you. luv yaz..-frank^^

First date

2005-10-15T09:33:00.000-07:00

Today was my boy friend and I first date. Gee…heheh!! He went to my school para sunduin ako and we went to SM South mall. Then we ate first to pizza hut and nag ice skating kami! Weee…! Well, it was my first time na mag ice skating with your boy friend and it was sooo great! Parang fairy tale! Hahah… then after nmin mag ice skating we ate syempre as we always do pag mag kasama kami though hnd pa kami hehehe…(takaw), and nag stroll, and he bought me necklace (gush nakakahiya) it was my first time to receive a gift from a boy friend. Although meron nag bbgay ng gift di ko kasi tinatanggap e (that was from suitor nmn kya d ko tinatanggap.). Then 9pm na kmi umuwi…buti nlng di ko npagalitan!hehehe… di pa sya kasi kilala sa parents ko e… pero ako kilala n ko sa parents nya! But I’m going to introduce him nmn e cguro on Halloween!heheh…basta!

Make me whole

2005-10-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

Make me whole

Darlin’ I want you to listen
I stayed up all night so I can get this thing right
And I don’t think there’e anything missin’
Coz a person like you made it easy to do

Coz your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love complete my existence
You’re the other half that makes me whole
You’re the only half that makes me whole

I think your angels are you brothers, yeah
They told you about me, said “you’re just what she needs”
And I found myself thanking your mother
For giving birth to a saint
My spirit flies when I say your name
If there’s one thing that’s true
It’s that I was born to love you

Coz your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love complete my existence
You’re the other half that makes me whole
You’re the only half that makes me whole

You make my dreams come true over and over again
And I honestly truly believe
That you and me are written in the stars
I’d live my whole life through
Just giving thanks to you

Coz your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love complete my existence
You’re the other half that makes me whole
You’re the only half that makes me whole

Well, this song is for my baby Frank… I love you!!!

...I hope things get better

2005-10-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

Sitting around with nothing to do
But sit here and think of you
I miss you and want to kiss your sweet lips
Be by your side, hip by hip
I want to leave here and only be with you
Just think of all the things we can do
I only love one person and that will always be you,
Can't you see
If we were together again i wouldn't screw it up
I promise I love you way too much
I don't know what to do anymore
It seems so hopeless
But you told me things would get better
All i can say now is...
I hope things get better

Education... Is it really essential?

2005-10-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

Education… Is it really essential?

Whoso neglects learning in his youth, loses the past and is dead for the future.

- Euripides (480? - 406 BC)
Greek playwright

Today in the modern world, a college degree is everything you cannot land a job with out earning a college degree. So many unemployed persons are around especially those without a college degree… even if you land a job, opportunities with that job without a college degree is extremely limited.

I’ve heard one of the speakers before, said that Bill Gates didn’t finished his degree but he was successful in his life… but Bill Gates is one in a billion… he’s professional because he has money so he can just build a business… and also Bill Gates is more of an exception rather than a rule... And if education is not important why those successful people who have no degree and not finished their degree send their kid in a good university and forced them to study? I’ve also heard in one of the speaker said that why there are philosopher who are not entered school at all but they are intelligent and became a successful and famous in their life. But if education is not needed and important why Socrates and other philosophers has an influenced in our education? It means that education is very important for us to become successful. It is the only key to become successful in life.

If you compare how many successful people are there with college degrees and those without, who are among the two? People who has college degree, right? Although having a degree may not ensure success, it will give you a better chance in life to be successful.

As what Franklin D. Roosevelt says: “A man who has never gone to school may steal from a freight car, but if he has a university education he may steal the whole railroad.”

This is my speech in my philosophy class this afternoon… hirap edepend… our professor kasi divided our class in to two group... One is we don't need college degree to become successful in life, and the other is we need education to become successful in life... and i've got a hard time to think what i am going to write for me kasi it's so hard to depend it...heheh... kasi i was thinking na i cannot think any reason why we need to study... Mas nagawa ko pa ng speech ung friend ko kasi her topic is we don't need education...but then yun nakasulat din ako...it just pop up to my mind...and the quotes... I searched that in the net... Well, i'm not boasting but i recieved lot's of compliment by my professor and classmates in my speech... Hmmm... dapat lng...He he he...

Love Define

2005-10-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

It beats through your heart, burns through your skin and melts your senses.
It encompasses all human emotion and justifies all human reason.

It holds no bounds, break all barriers, scales all heights and defies all depths.
It is a question that answer all inquiry, and an answer that question all knowledge;
mistery of the mind and a secret of the soul.

Indescribable, immeasurable, indefinable
It is pure, undefiled and simple
It is the unknown, the utopian, the dream of all dreamers.
It is the core, the polestar, the center, the beginning
It runs courses, lacerates sentiment, intestifies passion.

It is romance.

A taste of heaven, a sensation of bliss.

It is a faaith and conviction.
It's an aura in the athmosphere.
It is multiplied; over and over and over again

It's louder than the stroms, deeper than the flooed, more blinding than the sun
and the most electrfying of all forces.

It is elemental.
It is beatiful and stunning.
It's words, words, words...

Ironies and paradoxes, going in circles, never to be answered;
riddles of feeling.

A touch, a kiss, a priceless show of affection.

It is delight and happiness.
It's ecstacy.
It can combat forces, destroy destruction, and end war.
It is life, and death all over again.

It is LOVE...

2005-09-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

Were you named after anyone?
+ ionno

Do you wish on stars?
+yep i still do ^_~.

When did you last cry?
+ last nite..from laughin so hard lolz

Do you like your handwriting?
+ sometimes...

What is your favorite lunch meat?
+ nyeaahh i dont wanna think bout food rite now...

What is your birth date?
+ 04/08/87

What is your most embarrassing CD?
+ urm ... what makes u think imma share it???

Do you have a journal?
+ here lolz, xanga...friendster, and yah notebooks...yah i do write a lot...

What do you like best about yourself?
+urm...cant think of anythin lol Would you bungee jump? + hell yah i would love that..and sky dive....ooooh

Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
+ NOPE lolx

Do you think that you are strong?
+ nope..only when i hafta

What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
+ rocky road..mmmm...

Red or pink?
+ red..

What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
+ lol undecisiveness

Last person you ate with?
+ my friend...fresly

What color pants and shoes are you wearing?
+blue shoes...no shoes

What are you listening to right now?
+ hey jealousy - gin blossom

What was the last thing you ate?
+ Frenc fries...

If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
+ black and red

What is the weather like right now? +
cold

Last person you talked to on the phone?
+ emerson

The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
+ smile, and eyes

Favorite drink?
+ water with lemon ^_~ ,shirley temple, rootbeer float..depends on which rest ^_~

Favorite sport
+ badminton

Hair color?
+ dark brown

Eye color?
+ brown

Do you wear contacts?
+ nopez..

Favorite food?
+ grrr...this woman loves food...so i dont think i can name em all.... i luv jap. italian, mex, chinese, thai, viet and filipino

Last new movie you watched?
+ i forgot the title

Favorite day of the year?
+ urm iono ahahahah

Scary movies or happy endings?
+ SCARY MOVIES will be happy endings for me

Summer or winter?
+ summer..well both

Hugs or kisses?
+ hugsies ^_~ mmmmmm

What is your favorite dessert?
+ hmmmm ive got tons...i luv hot fudge brownie sundae...mmm

Last concert you saw?
+ uhmmm...avril lavigne's concert

What book are you reading?
+ none..grrr i shouldve though

What's on your mouse pad?
+ some comp lolz

What did you watch last night on TV?
+i didn't watch tv

Favorite smells?
+ fruity>>coconut vanilla..mmmmm

Favorite sounds?
+ the alternative sounds

Rolling Stones or Beatles?
+ beatles

Do you have a special talent?
+ uhmm..yeah!

What is your ringtone?
+ usher"wake me up when september ends" i need a new one

What is your favourite fast food restaurant?
+ hmmm in & out

What is your favourite department store?
+ hmmm... ionno

Do you have an iPod?
+ nah i got iriver mp3 player

What is your favourite city?
+rite now davao but i heard cebu is waaaay better..here in us..iono

What is your favourite airline?
+ lolz china airline?? pal food sucks lolz

What is the most fancy hotel you've ever stayed at?
+ i forgot lolz tis in vegas

Have you been to Cambodia?
+ nopez..buti would totally wanna go there ^_~

As we grow up

2005-09-27T22:04:00.000-07:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that was not supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You will fight with your best friend. You will blame a new love for things an old one did. You will cry because time is passing too fast, and you will eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you have never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back.

2005-09-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

I draw this when I was in-love...LOLZ!! (but yeah it's true) It's kinda wierd...Actually it should be a guy but ang panget...so girl nlng...

2005-09-25T22:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fine… Inis na tlg ko sa prof ko in teaching strat. Ggrrr!!! Haaay, naku… Forget it!!! Anyway, today after our class we went to ate Elaine’s house because kuya Butch will going to repair sana her computer but unfortunately nag ka sunog dun sa kapit bahay nila…Gush!! It was my first time na mag karoon ng ganun experience…I was so nervous and I feel like crying that time kasi as in malapit sa house ng friend ko and tito told us to stay out side and mas lalo nkakatakot kasi there are lot’s of people dun sa labas then nag kakagulo then buti nlng after 1 hour on na kasi there were lots of fire man ang dumating (thanks God!!) then hinika pa ko dahil sa usok ng mga sasakyan kasi we were outside e and it was already 8:30… So, we decided to go home hnd na naayos ni kuya Butch yung computer ni ate Elaine. Grabe nakakatakot tlg yung ganun very ironic.
Then before pla yun while nung nasa school pa kami ate Elaine noticed na yung group nmin nahati into two (ate Elaine, fresly and I then on the other group ung the rest) then un I told her na medyo naiilang kmi ni fres to them kasi hnd kmi maka relate sa usapan nila then ewan ko basta ganun… pati rin si ate Elaine sinabi nya din yun kay un…Palagi nlng ganun kami lng ni fresly ang di nag babago sa group e kayak mi lng palagi mag kasama…Sana wag sya mag bago and I know na hnd… Haaay, nku, enough na nga… exit na ko.>>>c”,)

It's me.... Remember?

2005-09-24T02:00:00.000-07:00

Remember the day I told you about the first, bad impression I had on you?
I thought you’d get mad, but you didn’t.

And remember the time I was stiff and you asked me to loosen up a bit and it fell better?
I thought you’d say, “I told you so!” but you didn’t

Do you remember the day you called up eight times over, dead worried, hoping I was safe in my electoral precinct but I didn’t bother pick up my phone?
I thought you’d curse me, but you didn’t.

Do you remember those times I said I’d be out with so-and-so just to make you jealous and you were?
I thought you’d drop me, but you didn’t

And remember those days I felt irritable and picked up fights with you for no reason at all?
I thought you’d leave me, but you didn’t.

Yes there were lots of things you didn’t do but you put up with me and you love me.
There were lots of things I wanted to say to you, when tears of pain and pride dried up.
Then once more to you I reached out,
And I thought you’d remember, but you didn’t.

2005-09-23T23:30:00.000-07:00

Today was fine…There are lots of weird things that happened to me today, but before that…Haay, naiinis na ko sa sarili ko!!! Why when I am in school parang wala kong masabi, parang I don’t want to talk to my friends except fresly sya lng plagi ko kasama ngaun, parang sya kami lang ung nag kakaintindihan… Nahihiya tuloy ako to my other friends kasi parang may gap na kami, wala na yung closeness, and ung kakulitan ko parang ayaw lumabas… Also ang weird this morning before mag start ung seminar I sit besides sister Rosaline and when I started to talk to her parang I’m thinking what if I will become a nun, or I want to become a nun (Oh, my God!! LOLZ). I don’t know but parang kasi ang ganda ng buhay nila in the congregation. Hahaha… Forget it!!! Then another weird thing that happened to me this evening my auntie, mom, and I went to SM to buy some stuff, and before we went home we stopped first sa changge then my mom and auntie started to look for earrings, pony tail, wallet, and other stuff… Then my mom took one of the dangling earrings and pinasuot nya sakin (eeew!) then she bought it for me (as if naman na susuotin ko yun noh??). and she told me to wear it tomorrow pag pasok ko sa school (whaaat?? No way!!). Haaay, nku tlg si mommy kung ano pinag gagawa sakin nakakainis!!!hehehe… Bahala sya I’ll not wear ung earrings nay un… ang haba haba kya nun noh!!! Tpos she will going to buy me sandals daw ung high heels..Haaay, nku ang weird tlg ng mom ko!!!

Hands in my Pocket

2005-09-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

Hand In My Pocket lyrics
I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

I Like this song becuase uhhmmm.. I can relate on it!! ;-)

2005-09-22T23:13:00.000-07:00

Today we went to kuya Butch’s house we just visit his daughter kaye... Suuper layo ng house nila kuya butch sa Bicutan pa almost 1hr yung byahe. Then pag dating dun wala lng they watched my wife is a gangster while I am sleeping hehehe (Sleepy head)… I got tired kasi ang kuliit ng anak ni kuya butch suuuper nkikipag wrestling sakin...And we took lot’s of picture hehehe…Well, sumama ako sakinila today so that makabawi ako sakanila, kasi medyo matagal na ko nkasama sa mga gimmick and nag tatampo na sila… We went home at about 7;30 na ata kasi Daniel and kuya butch talked about their seminar pa e…Buti nlng hnd kami pinagalitan ni mommy…hehehe…Well, ok lng nmn yun to her kasi she knows nmn ung mga kasama nmin and also kasama kasi ung elder brither ko so ok lng lalo… I really had fun today playing with kuya Butch’s daughter kaye suuuper kuliiit… Well, I got to go I’m tired na dahil sa byahe, and also hnd na namna maganda ung feeling ko I still have tonsillitis, and cough na rin meron na rin.

2005-09-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

Well, today was just an ordinary day... Boring! But anyway, i was so happy kasi nag internet ako this afternoon and i saw my friend (micheal) was online. its been so long since ung last talk nmin, and i thought he already forgot me na! wala lng, we just talked about everything under the sun... So, anyway, nag usap lng kami for 30min kasi i need to disconnect our internet because i need to call my friend... And then this afternoon too my friend and classmate went to our house because she need to research something 'coz their comp is sira... and she told me that our other friend said that i've already changed 'coz hnd na daw ako nasama sakanila pag nag mmall, or nag sstay sa school kahit saglit something like that (hello??? hnd nmn ako nag mmall kasama nila noh!! cgruro sometimes, but ksi everyweek sila nag mmall and also hnd din ako nag sstay sa school ng matagal afetr school uwi na ko). mas gusto ka daw mag chat kesa kasama sila (ngayon lang nila nalaman un??lolz... But kasi sometimes mas gusto ko tlaga mag internet than to be with them). So, i texted the girl that said that but she didn't reply but it's ok... I told her that sorry (even if I don't need to say sorry), and I said that cguro kaya lng ako ganun ksi I'm not in the mood and everybody is changing right?? (and i don't feel the same...lolz). Haaay, nku... Bahala sila mag isip whatever they want to think about me basta ako wala lng... Oops, my kababata went here in our house (actually hnd kami close...close kmi when I wasl a kid but nung nging malaki na ko hnd na... he also said na suplada daw ako) looking for my brother but my brother wasn't here, nkiprint sya, and we trade some stationary and we played scrabble...hehehe...of course he won and I'm the loser... Haaaay, meron pa din akong tonsillitis asar and ang wierd sa gabi lng ako nag kakatonsillitis Ggrrr...Kainis...anchakiiit.

Kiss me...c",)

2005-09-19T23:33:00.000-07:00

Kiss me
Sixpence none the richer

Kiss me out of the bearded barley.
Nightly, beside the green, green grass.
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step.
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight.
Lead me out on the moonlit floor.
Lift your open hand.
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance,
silver moon's sparkling.
So kiss me...

Kiss me down by the broken tree house.
Swing me upon its hanging tire.
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat.
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight.
Lead me out on the moonlit floor.
Lift your open hand.
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance,
silver moon's sparkling.
So kiss me...

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight.
Lead me out on the moonlit floor.
Lift your open hand.
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance,
silver moon's sparkling.
So kiss me...

So kiss me...
So kiss me...
So kiss me!

I sang this song this afternoon in our school program called unplugged… although I still have tonsillitis I have no choice but to sing because I don’t want my friend to disappoint… (Well, I was the one who disappointed ‘coz my friend whom am I expecting was not there.) But anyway, thanks god it became good (as my friends said). It was our English week, we had master works (a poem delivery) and also I delivered a poem too (into my own – by Robert frost).
And now I think mas lumala ung tonsil ko kasi medyo husky na ang voice ko…though hnd masyadong mataas yung song napaos padin ako… I was so nervous grabe it was my first time to sing. Actually it was not my Idea, I just forced by my classmate that's why I sang. But it was fun =).

Just an ordinary day

2005-09-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

It was yet another mundane day and I’m just sooooo darn bored lolz. It was my first blog so yah here we go. I’m not feeling good. I have tonsillitis because yesterday though it was rainy day I went to my aunties’ house because my mom asked me to look if my younger brother was there. Anyway, forget it! I was also not in the mood today I don’t know why perhaps because I was not feeling good, and also because of my professor. Grrrr!! She’s soooo LAZY to check our lesson plan then she’s complaining on us that our lesson plan were not correct. How can we make a correct lesson plan if she’s soooooo lazy to check the lesson plan that we’ve maid?? (How I wish she will read this blog). I didn’t speak with my friends in a whole day (well, sanay na naman sila sakin na I didn’t speak with them and they know that I’m not in the mood pag ganun). So, I went home early, but before I went home I drop by first to national book store to by some drawing materials (drawing is my hobby when I am not in the mood). Haaaay, I hate being moody because I feel that my friends got irritated with me. Well, I don’t care but I don’t like tthem to get mad at me because they are only my friend (andrama but its true). My problem with me is I’m not that friendly kasi eh… sometimes I prefer to be alone by myself and I enjoyed it than being with to many people. But sometimes I’m thinking what will happen to me if I am like this diba? As they said no man is an island and I believe in that that’s why I’m trying to mingle with other person (through net?). Haaaay, enough those drama!!hehehe… I hope tomorrow will be fine, and fun! >>> Ciao… c”,)

2005-09-17T11:01:00.000-07:00

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